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The biggest black spot of my life ( 作業8-我生命的黑洞與超越)
(佳安, 10520050@nhu.edu.tw, 2016-12-29 15:53)
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                            The biggest black spot of my life
Maybe if someone hear about my biggest  black spot of my life, they shall do not surprise. But for me, it was affect to me like i'm gonna losing my confidence. Because appearance is very important for woman. 
   So firstly, i promise i was very skinny. But it was a BEFORE. The reason is very unlucky things happened in my lifestyle. Truly, i was going to fat. If i am not mistaken when i was 10 years old i treated in a hospital(住医院). Because my liver (肝) was goes to bad. And the reason of i am still fat, that is when i treat in a hospital the movement, jumping, exercise and running. The all of exercises are not permitted for me. If i do any exercise, i can not leave a hospital quickly and also can't get back my normal health. And my rule is just eat food, lie, eat food lie and again and again. That is all. 
   When i spend my black dreams in a hospital during around 1 month, totally i put on around 10 kilogram. And then i went to home, there is a no clothes serves for my purpose. Simply, all of clothes are smaller than my body. i just remember that i felt the worst feeling in the world. 
    And now, it almost doesn't matter how i feeling, what i looking when i in front of mirror. I don't want to try to like someone, i just want to try to like myself. I just want to be satisfied to myself.


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